"I am not one who was born in the custody of wisdom. I am one who is fond of olden times and intense in quest of the sacred knowing of the ancients." Gustave Courbet

29 May 2024

Receiver.


We do have a deadening desire to reduce the mystery, the uncertainty of our lives…. 
We bind our lives in solid chains of forced connections that block and fixate us. …. 
Our sense of uncertainty and our need for security nail our world down. …. 
 
Each time we go out, the world is open and free;
 it offers itself so graciously to our hearts, to create something new and wholesome
 from it each day. It is a travesty of possibility and freedom to think
 we have no choice, that things are the way they are and that the one street,
 the one right way is all that is allotted to us. 
Certainty is a subtle destroyer.

We confine our mystery within the prison of routine and repetition. 
One of the most deadening forces of all is repetition. 
Your response to the invitation and edge of your life becomes reduced 
to a series of automatic reflexes. For example, you are so used to getting up
 in the morning and observing the morning rituals of washing and dressing.
 You are still somewhat sleepy, your mind is thinking of things you have to do
 in the day that lies ahead. You go through these first gestures of the morning
 often without even noticing that you are doing them. This is a disturbing
 little image, because it suggests that you live so much of your one life
with the same automatic blindness of adaptation.

… Habit is a strong invisible prison.
 Habits are styles of feeling, perception, 
or action that have now become second nature to us.
 A habit is a sure cell of predictability; it can close you off from the unknown,
 the new, and the unexpected. You were sent to the earth to become a receiver
 of the unknown. From ancient times, these gifts were prepared for you; 
now they come towards you across eternal distances. 
Their destination is the altar of your heart. 

John O’Donohue

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