Already.

Dow, The Long Road -- Argilla Road, Ipswich, 1898

My eyes already touch the sunny hill.

going far beyond the road I have begun,

So we are grasped by what we cannot grasp;

it has an inner light, even from a distance --

and changes us, even if we do not reach it,

into something else, which, hardly sensing it,

we already are; a gesture waves us on

answering our own wave …

but what we feel is the wind in our faces.

Rainer Maria Rilke