For "crooked trees" everywhere ...
Here, where I am surrounded by an enormous landscape, which
the winds move across as they come from the seas, here I feel that there is no
one anywhere who can answer for you those questions and feelings which, in
their depths, have a life of their own; for even the most articulate people are
unable to help, since what words point to is so very delicate, is almost
unsayable. But even so, I think that you will not have to remain without a
solution if you trust in Things that are like the ones my eyes are now resting
upon. If you trust in Nature, in what is simple in Nature, in the small Things
that hardly anyone sees and that can so suddenly become huge, immeasurable; if
you have this love for what is humble and try very simply, as someone who serves,
to win the confidence of what seems poor: then everything will become easier
for you, more coherent and somehow more reconciling, not in your conscious mind
perhaps, which stays behind, astonished, but in your innermost awareness,
awakeness, and knowledge. You are so young, so much before all beginning, and I
would like to beg you, dear Sir, as well as I can, to have patience with
everything unresolved in your heart and to try to love the questions themselves
as if they were locked rooms or books written in a very foreign language. Don't
search for the answers, which could not be given to you now, because you would
not be able to live them. And the point is, to live everything. Live the
questions now. Perhaps then, someday far in the future, you will gradually,
without even noticing it, live your way into the answer. Perhaps you do carry
within you the possibility of creating and forming, as an especially blessed
and pure way of living; train yourself for that but take whatever comes, with
great trust, and as long as it comes out of your will, out of some need of your
innermost self, then take it upon yourself, and don't hate anything.
Rainer Maria Rilke
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