In humility is the greatest freedom. As long as you have to
defend the imaginary self that you think is important, you lose your peace of
heart. As soon as you compare that shadow with the shadows of other people, you
lose all joy, because you have begun to trade in unrealities, and there is no
joy in things that do not exist.
As soon as you begin to take yourself seriously, and imagine that your virtues are important because they are yours, you become the prisoner of your own vanity and even your best works will blind and deceive you. Then, in order to defend yourself, you will see sins and faults everywhere in the actions of other men. And the more unreasonable importance you attach to yourself and your own works, the more you will tend to build up your own idea of yourself by condemning other people.
As soon as you begin to take yourself seriously, and imagine that your virtues are important because they are yours, you become the prisoner of your own vanity and even your best works will blind and deceive you. Then, in order to defend yourself, you will see sins and faults everywhere in the actions of other men. And the more unreasonable importance you attach to yourself and your own works, the more you will tend to build up your own idea of yourself by condemning other people.
When humility delivers a man from attachment to his own
works and his own reputation, he discovers that perfect joy is possible only
when we have completely forgotten ourselves. And it is only when we pay no more
attention to our own deeds and our own reputation and our own excellence that
we are at last completely free to serve God in perfection for His own sake.
Thomas Merton
Thomas Merton
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