30 November 2014
29 November 2014
28 November 2014
27 November 2014
26 November 2014
Rises.
van Gogh, Poet's Garden, 1888
Hear the voice of the Bard!
Who Present, Past, & Future sees
Whose ears have heard,
The Holy Word,
That walk'd among the ancient trees.
Calling the lapsed Soul
And weeping in the evening dew:
That might controll,
The starry pole;
And fallen fallen light renew!
O Earth O Earth return!
Arise from out the dewy grass;
Night is worn,
And the morn
Rises from the slumberous mass.
Turn away no more:
Why wilt thou turn away
The starry floor
The wat'ry shore
Is giv'n thee till the break of day.
William Blake
25 November 2014
24 November 2014
World.
On one stave, for a small instrument, the man writes a whole
world of the deepest thoughts and most powerful feelings. If I imagined that I
could have created, even conceived the piece, I am quite certain that the
excess of excitement and earth-shattering experience would have driven me out
of my mind. If one doesn't have the greatest violinist around, then it is well
the most beautiful pleasure to simply listen to its sound in one's mind.
Johannes Brahms, on the Bach Chaconne
Viktoria Mullova performs Partita No. 2 In D Minor, Chaconne, BWV 1004
Comforting.
Eldin, Beyond the Sky, 2013
All the spaces of our past moments of solitude, the spaces
in which we have suffered from solitude, enjoyed, desired, and compromised
solitude, remain indelible within us and precisely because the human being
wants them to remain so. He knows instinctively that this space identified with
his solitude is creative; that even when it is forever expunged from the
present, when, henceforth, it is alien to all the promises of the future, even
when we no longer have a garret, when the attic room is lost and gone, there
remains the fact that we once loved a garret, once lived in an attic. We return
to them in our night dreams. These retreats have the value of a shell. And when
we reach the very end of the labyrinths of sleep, when we attain to the regions
of deep slumber, we may perhaps experience a type of repose that is pre-human;
pre-human, in this case, approaching the immemorial. But in the daydream
itself, the recollection of moments of confined, simple, shut-in space are
experiences of heartwarming space, of a space that does not seek to become
extended, but would like above all still to be possessed. In the past, the
attic may have seemed too small, it may have seemed cold in winter and hot in
summer. Now, however, in memory recaptured through daydreams, it is hard to say
through what syncretism the attic is at once small and large, warm and cool,
always comforting.
Gaston Bachelard
Steadying.
Welsh Rarebit, from Fergus Henderson’s Nose to Tail Eating
To feed six
Ingredients
A knob of butter
1 tbsp flour
1 tsp English
mustard powder
½ tsp cayenne pepper
7 oz. Guinness
A very long splash
of
Worcestershire sauce
1 lb. mature strong Cheddar
, grated
4 pieces of
toast
Method
Melt the butter in a pan, stir in the flour, and let this
cook together until it smells biscuity but is not browning. Add the mustard
powder and cayenne pepper, stir in the Guinness and Worcestershire sauce, then
gently melt in the cheese.
When it’s all of one consistency, remove from the heat, pour out into a shallow container and allow to set. Spread on toast 1cm thick and place under the grill. Eat when bubbling golden brown.
This makes a splendid
savoury at the end of your meal, washed down with a glass of Port, or a
steadying snack.
Balanced.
From early on, after seeing Chinese scroll paintings in the
museum in Seattle, Snyder adopted a linear continuity of narrative, with
everything happening at once: the pilgrim with his staff on the mountain, the
bridge over the stream, the forest and the ocean. Diary fragments, named
persons, conversations in roadside cafés, bars, truckstops, prayers, chants,
native shamanic lore, myths of place: they all enjoyed an equal status and
emphasis. The delivery was crafted to move like natural speech, with a
leavening of slow-burn humour. This was a country-smart poetry, beautifully
balanced between frontier transcendentalism and the long gaze of Asia.
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19 November 2014
Paper.
Love Paper.
A tree gave its life for what you are about to attempt.
Don’t let the silicon chip or computer monitor cause you to forget this. That
ex-tree material stacked in your printer is so dead as you begin to write that
its bark-skinned, earth-eating, oxygen-producing, bird-supporting,
squirrel-housing body has been reduced to an inert blank expanse of white. To
find the life of language and lay that life down on the paper is to redeem the
sacrificed life of the tree.
In order to do this, we must see paper as clearly as Inuits
see snow. Our language is the second greatest living proof (actions being the
greatest) of what we do and do not see. Listen to how Inuit people see: apun (snow); apingaut (first
snowfall); aput (spread-out snow); ayak (snow on clothes); kannik (snowflake); nutagak (powder
snow); aniu (flat, hard-packed snow); aniuvak (packed
snowbank); natigvik (snowdrift); kimaugruk(snowdrift that blocks
something); perksertok (drifting snow); akelrorak (newly
drifted snow); mavsa (snowdrift overhead, about to fall); kaiyuglak (the
rippled surface of snow);pukak (sugar-like snow); pokaktok (salt-like
snow); misulik (sleet); massak (snow mixed with water); auksalak (melting
snow); aniuk (snow for melting into water); akillukkak (soft
snow); milik (very soft snow); mitailak (soft snow that
covers an opening in an ice flow);sillik (old hard crusty snow); kiksrukak (glazed
snow in a thaw); mauya (snow that can be broken through); katiksunik (light
snow); katiksugnik (light snow that is deep for walking).
Love paper. Paper is writer’s snow (apun).
Paper is the blank white element we live upon: element that
receives and records our every step. The receptacle of our lives and nuances
deserves an Inuit depth of respect. I lack names for the many kinds of pages I
see here in my study, but looking through drawers, shelves, wastebasket,
manuscript boxes, I find: virgin paper, still in the ream. (Apingaut—first snowfall.)
I find paper at which I stare long, unable to write a
word. (aniuvak—packed snowbank.)
I find a scrap of paper upon which, in the middle of
the night, I write down an urgent message from the heart, but leave the
light off so as not to wake my wife, only to find in the morning that after the
words, “And when a prayer fails to...” my pen ran out of ink. (auksalak—melting
snow.)
I find paper at which I am staring when, between the
words, a door opens, and inside is an imaginary Room, and inside the Room are
People; I find paper on which I write what the People are doing in
the Room, and paper in which the People lure me clear into the Room,
addressing me now as one of their own. (mauya-- snow that can be broken
through.)
I find paper upon which, in the midst of an intimate
disclosure from an elegant Room Woman, a phone rings (my phone, not hers), and
then a neighbor stops by (my neighbor, not hers), and I am so long distracted
that when I return to the paper and Room Woman I begin to spill my own
thoughts, not hers, failing to notice that for hours I have not only cut her
off in mid-disclosure, stood her up, treated her terribly, I have lost the way
back to her wonderful Room. (kimaugruk—snowdrift that blocks something.)
I find paper on which I write so stupidly, aimlessly,
roomlessly and unimaginatively that at the end of the day I wad it up and
throw it across my study, then wad and throw a few blank sheets for good
measure. (mitailak—soft snow that covers an opening in an ice flow.)
I find blank sheets unwadded in shame, and spoken to
rather than written upon, paper I audibly promise that—during the hours and in
the place foresworn to the People of the Imaginary Room—I will spill only their
thoughts, not my own. (aniuk—snow for melting into water.)
I find paper at which I stare long and stupidly, unable
to write a word—paper that at day’s end leaves me filled with shame even
though, by not writing upon it, I have kept my solemn promise to the Room
People. (aniu—flat, hard-packed snow.)
I find the dismayingly small stack of computer-printed
pages on which I earlier wrote with self-effacing skill of the Room People, pages
I begin to idly edit, after the People once again refuse to appear. (sillik—old
hard crusty snow.)
I find, on these same computer-printed pages, a space
between two words—a space no wider than the head of an ant—yet as I trying to
smooth an awkward phrase in that space(kannik—snowflake), two tiny hands
rise up out of the paper, a new Room Person climbs into sight, and this Person
begins singing—to the glorious ruin of my earlier draft—the true and living
story hidden behind everything I had written and not written so far.
I find paper on which I have so faithfully written not
what I want but what is there to be told (be it ayak, nutagak,
or akillukkak) that when I read it again days later its doors still open,
the People in its Rooms still laugh/struggle/shout/hate/love/die, and a silent
voice hidden in the next sheet of white tells me as I touch it whether it is kiksrukak or auksulakwe
must watch for now.
Addenda:
A straight line in the right place can bring you to tears.
Frederick Sommer (as overheard by Emmet Gowin)
If you are a poet, you will see clearly that there is a
cloud floating in this sheet of paper. Without a cloud, there will be no rain;
without rain, the trees cannot grow; and without trees, we cannot make paper.
The cloud is essential for the paper to exist. If the cloud is not here, the
sheet of paper cannot be here either. So we can say that the cloud and the paper
inter-are. “Interbeing” is a word that is not in the dictionary yet, but if we
combine the prefix ‘inter-’ with the verb ‘to be,’ we have a new verb,
inter-be.
Thich Nhat Hanh, Peace is Every Step
David James Duncan
Pens.
INTERVIEWER
Do you reckon you’re the last writer to be using dip pens in
the United States?
FOOTE
There’s probably some other nut somewhere out there doing
it.
Shadows.
Shadows in the Water
In unexperienced infancy
Many a sweet mistake doth lie:
Mistake though false, intending true;
A seeming somewhat more than view;
That
doth instruct the mind
In
things that lie behind,
And many secrets to us show
Which afterwards we come to know.
Thus did I by the water’s brink
Another world beneath me think;
And while the lofty spacious skies
Reversèd there, abused mine eyes,
I
fancied other feet
Came
mine to touch or meet;
As by some puddle I did play
Another world within it lay.
Beneath the water people drowned,
Yet with another heaven crowned,
In spacious regions seemed to go
As freely moving to and fro:
In
bright and open space
I saw
their very face;
Eyes, hands, and feet they had like mine;
Another sun did with them shine.
’Twas strange that people there should walk,
And yet I could not hear them talk;
That through a little watery chink,
Which one dry ox or horse might drink,
We
other worlds should see,
Yet
not admitted be;
And other confines there behold
Of light and darkness, heat and cold.
I called them oft, but called in vain;
No speeches we could entertain:
Yet did I there expect to find
Some other world, to please my mind.
I
plainly saw by these
A new
antipodes,
Whom, though they were so plainly seen,
A film kept off that stood between.
By walking men’s reversèd feet
I chanced another world to meet;
Though it did not to view exceed
A phantom, ’tis a world indeed,
Where
skies beneath us shine,
And
earth by art divine
Another face presents below,
Where people’s feet against ours go.
Within the regions of the air,
Compassed about with heavens fair,
Great tracts of land there may be found
Enriched with fields and fertile ground;
Where
many numerous hosts
In
those far distant coasts,
For other great and glorious ends
Inhabit, my yet unknown friends.
O ye that stand upon the brink,
Whom I so near me through the chink
With wonder see: what faces there,
Whose feet, whose bodies, do ye wear?
I my
companions see
In
you, another me.
They seemèd others, but are we;
Our second selves these shadows be.
Look how far off those lower skies
Extend themselves! scarce with mine eyes
I can them reach. O ye my friends,
What secret borders on those ends?
Are
lofty heavens hurled
’Bout your inferior world?
Are yet the representatives
Of other peoples’ distant lives?
Of all the playmates which I knew
That here I do the image view
In other selves, what can it mean?
But that below the purling stream
Some
unknown joys there be
Laid
up in store for me;
To which I shall, when that thin skin
Is broken, be admitted in.
Is broken, be admitted in.
Thomas Traherne
18 November 2014
Transported.
Suppose you are walking home in the rain, your thoughts
occupied with your work. The streets and the houses pass by unnoticed; the
people, too, pass you by; nothing invades your thinking save your interests and
anxieties. Then suddenly the sun emerges from the clouds, and a ray of sunlight
alights on an old stone wall beside the road and trembles there. You glance up
at the sky where the clouds are parting, and a bird bursts into song in a
garden behind the wall. Your heart fills with joy, and your selfish thoughts
are scattered. The world stands before you, and you are content simply to look
at it and let it be.
Maybe such experiences are rarer now than they were in the
eighteenth century, when the poets and philosophers lighted upon them as a new
avenue to religion. The haste and disorder of modern life, the alienating forms
of modern architecture, the noise and spoliation of modern industry—these
things have made the pure encounter with beauty a rarer, more fragile, and more
unpredictable thing for us. Still, we all know what it is to find ourselves
suddenly transported, by the things we see, from the ordinary world of our
appetites to the illuminated sphere of contemplation.
Shimmer.
When I talk about pictures in my mind I am talking, quite
specifically, about images that shimmer around the edges. There used to be an
illustration in every elementary psychology book showing a cat drawn by a patient
in varying stages of schizophrenia. This cat had a shimmer around it. You could
see the molecular structure breaking down at the very edges of the cat: the cat
became the background and the background the cat, everything interacting,
exchanging ions. People on hallucinogens describe the same perception of
objects. I’m not a schizophrenic, nor do I take hallucinogens, but certain
images do shimmer for me. Look hard enough, and you can’t miss the shimmer.
It’s there. You can’t think too much about these pictures that shimmer. You
just lie low and let them develop. You stay quiet. You don’t talk to many people
and you keep your nervous system from shorting out and you try to locate the
cat in the shimmer, the grammar in the picture.
Just as I meant “shimmer” literally I mean “grammar”
literally. Grammar is a piano I play by ear, since I seem to have been out of
school the year the rules were mentioned. All I know about grammar is its
infinite power. To shift the structure of a sentence alters the meaning of that
sentence, as definitely and inflexibly as the position of a camera alters the
meaning of the object photographed. Many people know about camera angles now,
but not so many know about sentences. The arrangement of the words matters, and
the arrangement you want can be found in the picture in your mind.
The picture dictates the arrangement. The picture dictates whether
this will be a sentence with or without clauses, a sentence that ends hard or a
dying-fall sentence, long or short, active or passive. The picture tells you
how to arrange the words and the arrangement of the words tells you, or tells
me, what’s going on in the picture. Nota bene.
It tells you.
You don’t tell it.
Joan Didion
Turbulence.
In 2004, using the Hubble Space Telescope, scientists saw
the eddies of a distant cloud of dust and gas around a star, and it reminded
them of Van Gogh’s “Starry Night.” This motivated scientists from Mexico,
Spain, and England to study the luminance in Van Gogh’s paintings in detail.
They discovered that there is a distinct pattern of turbulent fluid structures
close to Kolmogorov’s equation hidden in many of Van Gogh’s paintings.
The researchers digitized the paintings, and measured how
brightness varies between any two pixels. From the curves measured for pixel
separations, they concluded that paintings from Van Gogh’s period of psychotic
agitation behave remarkably similar to fluid turbulence. His self-portrait with
a pipe, from a calmer period in Van Gogh’s life, showed no sign of this
correspondence. And neither did other artists’ work that seemed equally
turbulent at first glance, like Munch’s ‘The Scream.”
While it’s too easy to say Van Gogh’s turbulent genius
enabled him to depict turbulence, it’s also far too difficult to accurately
express the rousing beauty of the fact that in a period of intense suffering,
Van Gogh was somehow able to perceive and represent one of the most supremely
difficult concepts nature has ever brought before mankind, and to unite his
unique mind’s eye with the deepest mysteries of movement, fluid and light.
Beyond.
The rest, with very little exaggeration, was books.
Meant-to-be-picked-up books. Permanently-left-behind books.
Uncertain-what-to-do-with books. But books, books. Tall cases lined three walls
of the room, filled to and beyond capacity. The overflow had been piled in
stacks on the floor. There was little space left for walking, and none whatever
for pacing.
J.D. Salinger
Heartily.
And laugh they did, and eat, and drink, often and heartily, being fond of simple jests at all times, and of six meals a day (when they could get them).
J.R.R. Tolkien
15 November 2014
14 November 2014
13 November 2014
Rejoice.
It’s so important for poetry to leave enough gaps and
silences for readers to fill in the blanks. I hoped that What Matters would
offer a message of encouragement and hope while giving readers room to map out
their own places in the poems.
No form of survival is ever a “sudden epiphany.” Survival is
a slow process, a measured progression that requires nearly impossible
determination (read “understatement” here). It’s definitely a spiritual
journey—sounds kind of trite, but this trip we call life is about spirit.
For me, and I suspect for many, gratitude is a necessary
part of the process. Of course, it’s hard to be grateful when you stand on the
edge of crash and burn. One day you’re simply living your life and the next
you’re faced with something you didn’t anticipate and aren’t sure you can deal
with. It happens to all of us sooner or later, in one way or another. Surviving
becomes part of the trek, but it’s a lonely walk no matter how much support you
have. Faced with fear, grief, loss, or illness, where do you go? You either
give into the darkness of it all, or you look for a way out. Acceptance is part
of the way back up—a grace that can lead to gratitude. (Stay with me, I’m
working toward rejoicing.) There’s so much for which to be grateful (one more hour,
one more day). Learning how to be grateful is another instrument in
the survival toolbox. If you can manage gratefulness, you can begin to move
away from the damages of what you work to survive. It’s kind of like when the feeling of
the subject matter becomes the poem. You remember how to live, you remember
what happiness is, and that projects itself backward and forward. Slowly, you
begin to rejoice in whatever happiness and love you can find. What do we live
for? From the poem:
Grace is acceptance—
all of it, whatever is—as
in we live for this: love
and gratitude enough.
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Live.
Real mystery -- the very reason to read, and certainly write, any book -- was to them a thing to dismantle, distill and mine out into rubble
they could tyrannize into sorry but more permanent explanations; monuments to
themselves, in other words. In my view all teachers should be required to stop
teaching at age thirty-two and not allowed to resume until they're sixty-five,
so that they can live their lives, not teach them away -- live lives full of
ambiguity and transience and regret and wonder, be asked to explain nothing in
public until very near the end when they can't do anything else.
Explaining is where we all get into trouble.
Richard Ford
Listen to this ... the 3 x 5 cards, the precision of speech ...
James McMurtry, "No More Buffalo"
Don't chase that carrot 'til it makes you sick
What do you think you're gonna prove?
Just let it dangle 'til it falls off that stick
That's when you make your move.
Don't go chasing after shooting stars,
What do you think you're gonna prove?
Just let it dangle 'til it falls off that stick
That's when you make your move.
Don't go chasing after shooting stars,
Trying to make yourself a name.
You could joust at the windmills with that old Fender guitar
You'd probably do about the same.
You could joust at the windmills with that old Fender guitar
You'd probably do about the same.
Nucleus.
MidCurrent:
Does it surprise you, in looking back,
thirty years later, at what came out of that collection of people? Maybe you
have other examples of how this has happened in your life, but very few people
can look back and say “These guys and I just happened to end up here and two of
them became highly esteemed writers and another one became a billionaire
musician and another’s landscapes are collected by art critics all over the
world … that’s pretty remarkable.”
Guy de la Valdene:
It is remarkable. And I’m sure we all think about it. I certainly do. And as I said, we need to go back to Tom. Tom brought that whole group together, and then he brought that whole group together one more time in Livingston, Montana. Jim didn’t live in Montana then, but he does now — he moved there about seven or eight years ago. But Chatham followed Tom to Livingston, and Richard Brautigan followed him there, and my wife and I, or just I, would go out there at least once or twice a year. That was just our little nucleus, our particular group. Tom was a magnet to a lot of other people as well.
It is remarkable. And I’m sure we all think about it. I certainly do. And as I said, we need to go back to Tom. Tom brought that whole group together, and then he brought that whole group together one more time in Livingston, Montana. Jim didn’t live in Montana then, but he does now — he moved there about seven or eight years ago. But Chatham followed Tom to Livingston, and Richard Brautigan followed him there, and my wife and I, or just I, would go out there at least once or twice a year. That was just our little nucleus, our particular group. Tom was a magnet to a lot of other people as well.
12 November 2014
Already.
The image-producing forces of our mind develop along two
very different lines.
The first take wing when confronted by the new; they take
pleasure in the picturesque, in variety, in the unexpected event. The
imagination to which they give life always finds a springtime to describe. In
nature, far removed from us, they produce already living flowers.
Gaston Bachelard
Gaston Bachelard
Philae.
On 12 November, Rosetta’s Philae probe is set to make the
first-ever landing on a comet when it touches down on Comet
67P/Churyumov–Gerasimenko.
Separation of the lander is planned for about 09:03 GMT (10:03 CET), and touch down should follow about seven hours later, at 16:02 GMT (17:02 CET).
Separation of the lander is planned for about 09:03 GMT (10:03 CET), and touch down should follow about seven hours later, at 16:02 GMT (17:02 CET).
Sit.
Balke, Lighthouse on the Coast of Norway (detail), 1853
The Cold Mountain Poems
The path to Han-shan's place is laughable,
A path, but no sign of cart or horse.
Converging gorges - hard to trace their twists
Jumbled cliffs - unbelievably rugged.
A thousand grasses bend with dew,
A hill of pines hums in the wind.
And now I've lost the shortcut home,
Body asking shadow, how do you keep up?
In a tangle of cliffs, I chose a place -
Bird paths, but no trails for me.
What's beyond the yard?
White clouds clinging to vague rocks.
Now I've lived here - how many years -
Again and again, spring and winter pass.
Go tell families with silverware and cars
"What's the use of all that noise and money?"
In the mountains it's cold.
Always been cold, not just this year.
Jagged scarps forever snowed in
Woods in the dark ravines spitting mist.
Grass is still sprouting at the end of June,
Leaves begin to fall in early August.
And here I am, high on mountains,
Peering and peering, but I can't even see the sky.
I spur my horse through the wrecked town,
The wrecked town sinks my spirit.
High, low, old parapet walls
Big, small, the aging tombs.
I waggle my shadow, all alone;
Not even the crack of a shrinking coffin is heard.
I pity all those ordinary bones,
In the books of the Immortals they are nameless.
I wanted a good place to settle:
Cold Mountain would be safe.
Light wind in a hidden pine -
Listen close - the sound gets better.
Under it a gray haired man
Mumbles along reading Huang and Lao.
For ten years I havn't gone back home
I've even forgotten the way by which I came.
Men ask the way to Cold Mountain
Cold Mountain: there's no through trail.
In summer, ice doesn't melt
The rising sun blurs in swirling fog.
How did I make it?
My heart's not the same as yours.
If your heart was like mine
You'd get it and be right here.
I settled at Cold Mountain long ago,
Already it seems like years and years.
Freely drifting, I prowl the woods and streams
And linger watching things themselves.
Men don't get this far into the mountains,
White clouds gather and billow.
Thin grass does for a mattress,
The blue sky makes a good quilt.
Happy with a stone under head
Let heaven and earth go about their changes.
Clambering up the Cold Mountain path,
The Cold Mountain trail goes on and on:
The long gorge choked with scree and boulders,
The wide creek, the mist blurred grass.
The moss is slippery, though there's been no rain
The pine sings, but there's no wind.
Who can leap the word's ties
And sit with me among the white clouds?
Rough and dark - the Cold Mountain trail,
Sharp cobbles - the icy creek bank.
Yammering, chirping - always birds
Bleak, alone, not even a lone hiker.
Whip, whip - the wind slaps my face
Whirled and tumbled - snow piles on my back.
Morning after morning I don't see the sun
Year after year, not a sign of spring.
I have lived at Cold Mountain
These thirty long years.
Yesterday I called on friends and family:
More than half had gone to the Yellow Springs.
Slowly consumed, like fire down a candle;
Forever flowing, like a passing river.
Now, morning, I face my lone shadow:
Suddenly my eyes are bleared with tears.
Spring water in the green creek is clear
Moonlight on Cold Mountain is white
Silent knowledge - the spirit is enlightened of itself
Contemplate the void: this world exceeds stillness.
In my first thirty years of life
I roamed hundreds and thousands of miles.
Walked by rivers through deep green grass
Entered cities of boiling red dust.
Tried drugs, but couldn't make Immortal;
Read books and wrote poems on history.
Today I'm back at Cold Mountain:
I'll sleep by the creek and purify my ears.
I can't stand these bird songs
Now I'll go rest in my straw shack.
The cherry flowers are scarlet
The willow shoots up feathery.
Morning sun drives over blue peaks
Bright clouds wash green ponds.
Who knows that I'm out of the dusty world
Climbing the southern slope of Cold Mountain?
Cold Mountain has many hidden wonders,
People who climb here are always getting scared.
When the moon shines, water sparkles clear
When the wind blows, grass swishes and rattles.
On the bare plum, flowers of snow
On the dead stump, leaves of mist.
At the touch of rain it all turns fresh and live
At the wrong season you can't ford the creeks.
There's a naked bug at Cold Mountain
With a white body and a black head.
His hand holds two book scrolls,
One the Way and one its Power.
His shack's got no pots or oven,
He goes for a long walk with his shirt and pants askew.
But he always carries the sword of wisdom:
He means to cut down senseless craving.
Cold Mountain is a house
Without beans or walls.
The six doors left and right are open
The hall is sky blue.
The rooms all vacant and vague
The east wall beats on the west wall
At the center nothing.
Borrowers don't bother me
In the cold I build a little fire
When I'm hungry I boil up some greens.
I've got no use for the kulak
With hs big barn and pasture -
He just sets uo a prison for himself.
Once in he can't get out.
Think it over -
You know it might happen to you.
If I hide out at Cold Mountain
Living off mountain plants and berries -
All my lifetime, why worry?
One follows his karma through.
Days and months slip by like water,
Time is like sparks knocked off flint.
Go ahead and let the world change -
I'm happy to sit among these cliffs.
Most T'ien-t'ai men
Don't know Han-shan
Don't know his real thought
And call it silly talk.
Once at Cold Mountain, troubles cease -
No more tangled, hung up mind.
I idly scribble poems on the rock cliff,
Taking whatever comes, like a drifting boat.
Some critic tried to put me down -
"Your poems lack the Basic Truth of Tao."
And I recall the old timers
Who were poor and didn't care.
I have to laugh at him,
He misses the point entirely,
Men like that
Ought to stick to making money.
I've lived at Cold Mountain - how many autumns.
Alone, I hum a song - utterly without regret.
Hungry, I eat one grain of Immortal medicine
Mind solid and sharp; leaning on a stone.
On top of Cold Mountain the lone round moon
Lights the whole clear cloudless sky.
Honor this priceless natural treasure
Concealed in five shadows, sunk deep in the flesh.
My home was at Cold Mountain from the start,
Rambling among the hills, far from trouble.
Gone, and a million things leave no trace
Loosed, and it flows through galaxies
A fountain of light, into the very mind -
Not a thing, and yet it appears before me:
Now I know the pearl of the Buddha nature
Know its use: a boundless perfect sphere.
When men see Han-shan
They all say he's crazy
And not much to look at -
Dressed in rags and hides.
They don't get what I say
And I don't talk their language.
All I can say to those I meet:
"Try and make it to Cold Mountain."
Gary Snyder
Thank you for leading the way, Poetessa.